Too much content. Not much time.
Hello, Dear Netizen
It's been a while, hasn't it? Well, the reason why it took so long was because I wanted to create a website on Neocities. However, my motivation died off very quickly from my lack of knowledge and willpower to learn CSS and HTML. I deleted my Neocities account, and now I can't create one with the same username lol. However, that's fine. Ik an alternative. Now...for the meat of the course.
I used to be an extremely avid anime watcher. Now...I haven't watched an episode in so long. College has basically kinda killed off this motivation, and I can technically get back into it, but I don't wanna lol. This kinda speaks true to manga as well. I was on this grind of reading this manga, "Real Account." However, I stopped because of college!!! Frick. I still haven't read a single page of a light novel as well, and I really wanna. Nowadays, I've been consuming visual novels, which are pretty nice. There's actually a lot of anime that started off as VNs, such as Steins;gate, Clannad, Higurashi, Danganronpa, and some others. With all of these medias combine, I realized some things very important about myself.
- I am, quite possibly, a weeb.
- I like to consume a lot of content.
- I have less time to consume the content I desire.
With all of these these factors, it kinda makes me sad bc I'm more occupied and my motivation has died off, thus procrastinating on these content. I'm so many seasons behind on anime, and I think I can catch up, but not really at the same time. I hate it.
As a kid, I use to complain about how time always moves too fast. I don't see the time moving, and I'd cry on and on about it to my parents, especially when they told me to go to sleep because it's gotten too late for me. Since I've grown, I no longer complain about time, but it seems as though it's still a mortal enemy of mine. I don't even make much use of it as well. At least, not in a way that's very beneficial to me. The time where it does feel a bit more beneficial is when I'm awake at night. Like, 3AM...great isn't it? I hate it.
Man, life is getting a bit more frustrating as time goes on. It doesn't really feel good. That's fine though. Soon, I'll have my time. I'm not sure when, but soon, it'll come.
Image: This is one of my favorite VNs of all time, "You and Me and Her." I won't be talking about the VN itself, but what I wanna bring up is how visual novels are sorta "real" in a way. In life, you have a set of choices you can choose, and you can't go back on it at times. VNs are different. You can ALWAYS go back to your previous state bc of save files. I wish I had save files. I wanna go back to fix my mistakes, hahah.
